My daughter has this book about a lizard named Lucas. Lucas has a
dilemma. He lives in a zoo with many other animals. Because he is
little, and can’t catch air like the dolphins or roar like the lions,
poor Lucas is tormented with an inferiority complex. So what does he do?
One night while lying in bed, he dreams up a myriad of tricks, like
dancing on his hands (do lizards have hands?), balancing a cane on his
nose, with a top hat in his hand to conquer his complex. He’s so
excited, he can hardly sleep. Sure enough, the next day, his exhibition
eclipses his rivals. Lucas lives happily ever-after as he finally slays
his complex by securing the spotlight and so, his own self-veneration. I
don’t like the book. It’s teaching my daughter a radically egotistical
and enslaving worldview that will only fertilize her already depraved
heart. And at the same time, it’s piercingly convicting into my own sin
I’ve seen in my church-planting ministry.
In a previous post on
church-planting and pragmatism, I mentioned that something deeper is
going on beneath pragmatic tendencies in our ministries. One of the most
painfully convicting moments that God, in his grace, has brought upon
me was when I finally saw what fueled my whatever-works-idolatry. I had
the same egotistical bent as Lucas; veneration of self; a blinding lust
for self-affirmation cloaked in “doing ministry.”
A desire for ministry, and especially
church-planting, should never be thought of as a sanitized, neutral
desire. On the contrary, there are not many more dangerous means of
laboring for self-approval than ministry. It seems so innocent, so
noble, to plant a church. And don’t get me wrong, it is a fine work the
planter desires. However, precisely because it seems so noble is why it
can be so dangerous. And the more you scan the current evangelical
landscape, the more you will see that church-planting is hijacked as a
cloaked way to secretly feed the craving for approval. Keep Reading >>>
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